Charlie Sanderson A Lone Derbyshire Lass on Stroud Market Day Christmas 2025
I
Ordinarily extraordinary plastic peopled chairs
Hessian floors, open doors, fish sellers
Tattoo on her neck health teller
Ginger, turmeric, munch the yogurt weavers
It’ll make believers from the dead
The organic squash like a cock
Exploding from a basket in front of the church
What act of God grew that
As coppers skive behind the shambles
In their walkie talkie hard hats
And the woollen choir is singing
Sitting to silence the bell ringing
Holding in memorial the moment just gone
To soak up the bitter taste
Of coffee, berry punnet and dates
Overlords Jesus on his wooden cross
We are kissing my mammy trusted textiles
In Five Valleys the mild participation
Of the Virgin and Child beached whales
Floating up the River Severn
The market bides rodent like mushroom
moss on fairy toes, high hat gnomes
and grows mistletoe on her stall
The wanting of wanting it all
The artist who compares notes
With the tourist on children
Creating and mistaking logic
for madness
And the grey jowl choir sings on seated.
Quietly uncompleted song, bottoms up, bottoms on.
We stand when we sing up North
It’s because we are farmers here
Mrs Won tells me on her stall
Made up of all the smells of all my past lovers all
I buy one in the smallest bottle to remember the tallest one by
like I am Alice, as a grown Mary Poppins passes, my, she’s
old now with a whippet mongrel cross
in a dog jacket made from her carpet bag
You lot are miners, digging through rock rows pick axes
And the farmers wait for the circle of the year under
the axis of moon sun rain come shine
To come, to go, to live, to die, to grow
To know that it is circle to know that it is a circle to know that it is a circle
A bubble.
I drive through a marshmallow storm.
To press the membrane
To get to all this drizzled rain
too tired to wake within a frame of sensibility
And the unassuming choir sing on
My Dad died this summer, are their parents dead yet?
A well of salt swells behind my throat pitted in my neck
Spitting date seeds in a paper bag, the church
at the backside of my eyes
No one asks me what I write
A woman in almost tears over
A punnet of raspberries
Don’t get too near
No one wants to catch me
(Not even me).
II
All these years
And the green parties tree
Is an olive branch
And the melodies swell
Like the cool Mums pregnant skin taught tight belly
Shelley put that down!
Baby cries cut the absent shape of my son here.
When will I die Mummy?
When will the babies come?
I don’t want to die Mummy
And the choir sings on
and the choir sings on
and the choir sings on
Lions mane mushroom citizens
Of the Five Valleys of alleys bereft by noon of fresh baked bread
Of graft walls of not so tall men here
Voices in mustard jumper blue Bobble hat
That one that will only smile at her husband
Paper thin skin old man jowl.
Makes me think
Under the sky of muzzle
Under the wooden carved toes of the Lord
Under the coffee American tobacco
Under the distant field
Under the artisan gentleman tweed
Under the pinched skin reed woven blankets
Under the one roof, one town, one market day
The glues of difference
Of every single type of Christmas tree
I like it prickly
I like it prickly
All these societies
They can tell by your teeth what river you drank from.
Be it the Nile, be it the Severn, be it the Derwent.
And we watched the flood come
Carry all our cars away
Up in the tops of the farmer miner factory
The softness of these dribbled stories
And the choir sing on And the choir sing on And the choir sing on
And I want to add one high note to your story
To their story
To this story I want to add one high note
Make it more make it far ray me
To ring the bell of memory
To float on membranes river
like the teeth of
The virgin
The baby
On the stake
But my throat is swollen
Where the salt meets the fresh water
Where I would sing but oughta be quieter
She went into the river
and made her spirit heard.
III
We are all just normal people
Extraordinarily full of quiet song
Afloat upon jewelled loss lit up dew
Across electric trees
walked beneath every type of sun
All these different intestines
Under the roof of the mouths of
thirteen ancient tongues
along the jity ginnel alleyway
Of where we all come from
Of where we all come from
Of where we all come from
And the choir sings on
And the choir sings on
And the choir sings on
IV
We went into the river
To make our spirit word.